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For the first time in my life, I felt a sudden ache in my heart. No. Not that type of 'the-love-of-my-life-leave-me' type of heartache. It's that type of ache that says, 'there's a piece of puzzle missing in me'.. It's disheartening to say though.. You have been in my life since, well, I was born. I wasn't use to it when you first moved out, but after sometime, I knew that I needed you. A lot. I realized what it meant by , "Appreciate what is in front of you". Now, I feel regret over those chances that I missed. I feel anger in me. I'm angry of myself for not noticing the shining light in front of me. I feel miserable because without you around, I'm lost. Most of all, nothing can fill in the missing piece after you're gone. You are my best friend.

Can't seem to gather the courage to say GoodBye..