Mommy's love

Many things I've learn throughout the whole of last week.
I learn that we have to work and train hard to achieve what ever we want.
I learn that you can't judge a book by its cover.
I learn that everyone has a dark secret in the past.
Well.. I have learn a LOT.

And also, I learn that a love that is equals to the love of Jesus Christ is our Mother's love.
No matter how bad, naughty, ugly, evil or smelly we are, Mom is the only person who accept us for who we are and still loves us.
So, love her equally too.
Don't wait till something happens, than ONLY you start to appreciate her.

That's all. Off to school.

I really do hope that I'll get it.
[pray hard!]

chaoz...

Blessed week

Morib =]

MSSD season's finally OVER. =)
It was truly a F-U-N week!
It's the last year for me with my juniors, teammates and great friends playing together.
I will definitely save this memory in my brain for the rest of my life.
I would really hope that they'll remember me and won't think of me as a very noisy auntie.
I love them![it's true!]

<3 loves.


3rd placing ain't a bad thing.
It was already a lucky thing we got into the quarter-finals, better yet SEMI?? Wow.. It felt great.
=)


If only that I can play for the rest of my life. If only I can do nothing but only play BASKETBALL.
*sigh*
Well..
life goes on..

Love those who became my GREAT listeners to my problems and GOD bless them!





Thank you, Jie, for treating me this. =)

That's all for my post today.
Had a wonderful week and discover a lot of things.
Enjoy.

What's the time now?

I really have no idea on what to write.

Don't really felt like posting anything now but someone ask me to write ANYTHING since I'm so freaking bored now.
It's already 3.15 a.m. and 4hours to go to school for MSSD.
Nervous.
Can I play well if I don't get enough rest?
I'll try my best.
As for my teammates, ALL THE BEST.

[[BLOOD TEST]]

Me and my friends went to the science lab to get our blood tested for our maths and science week. We have to pay 2bucks in order to do so.

So, it's suppose to be like this;

The teacher will take a cotton that was dipped with something cold and wipe it on our middle finger.

I was at first afraid of how BIG the needle is going to be.

The teacher did actually showed me but I covered my eyes.

So, I didn't really know how the needle looks like.

After that, she hold my finger and ask me to relax my finger a little. I was TERRIFIED.

The other hand, I was holding my friend's hand tightly and closed my eyes.

3...

2..

1..

TAK!

O.O??

That was it?

It wasn't at all pain.

It was actually quite, tickle-ish. [xD]

I was like laughing at myself for being so afraid while teacher was squeezing the blood out of my finger.

1 drop, 2 drop was all the teacher wanted.

Then, blah blah blah..[I dunno what the teacher was doing].

{--5 minutes later--}

My blood type is A. =)

I had the same blood type as my dad's.

It proves that I'm my dad's daughter.

A type blood = people with this type of blood are usually used to mixing with active people. After having a great achievement in life, these people will learn how to control there emotions and becomes more mature. However, after reaching to old age, people with blood type A will slowly show their hard-headed and stubborn self.

[MESSAGE FOR BKB TEAM]

GOOD LUCK and DO YOUR VERY BEST OUT THERE. =)

No boundaries~

I chose this title because in life, there are no boundaries. And also I'm listening to this song sang by Adam Lambert. [xD] This Adam's song also reminds me of someone I know who sang this song before and he sang it quite nice. =]

Let's recall back some funny incidents I had in these couple of days..

C.U accompanied me to R20 to look for some belts. While we were survey-ing some 'not-so-cool' belt, C.U suddenly pointing at this guy who is squatting down looking over at some pants or clothes and said, "fly fm de guy! fly fm de guy!", and I was like, "HUH?*blur*". Then that guy turned around and he was like, "Hi". We both looked stunned and said,"Hi.."
=.=
Well, I think that guy was called Prem(?) and he was friendly. So, after finish survey-ing the belts and comment on some clothing, we decide to go other place. When we walked out of R20, that fly fm guy said, "See you". And C.U was like, "He's calling me." XD Maybe I'm not a fly fm's fan so I don't know. But C.U told me that if Rebecca was with us, she'll be like, "It's him!" or something like that and be all friendly and greet that Prem and take pictures together and stuff.. I agree, I can imagine Rebecca doing that. So, after that, we continued our journey to finding my perfect belt. It was pretty much an unsuccessful hunt. =[

On Sunday, I went to church and after church my friend says that they're gonna have a movie in the church and the movie is called 'Vertical Limit'. That movie is quite exciting and I slept in the movie while everyone was like, " Oooh..Wahh..AH! WOW!". And there were some bloods and bone-breaking scenes that I'm lucky enough to cover my eyes before I can see it. =P It was altogether a nice show and a happy ending though a lot of people died. I also felt lucky that my friend brought me to this church. I felt more accepted. =X Thanks Mat. =]

I saw one of my former collegue at the field outside my house while I was on my way to buy some groceries. He's a Myanmar-man [O.O"]. The first thing came out of his mouth was, "Oii, you sudah gemuk oh.", and you can hear a glass-shattering sound from my heart and I can just "ohh, haha..ya-loh" back. I was speechless! What to do.. I ate a lot of junkie these days. *sigh* Well, all the more for me to 'potong-minyak'.

I saw something at someone's blog. I dunno, but when I saw a particular person's name in that person's blog, I felt rage, sadness, and heart-breaking altogether. I guess maybe because I hate that particular person? I don't know. I should just get over it and accept the fact that I am indeed jealous of that person because of the fame and popularity that particular person gets. I shouldn't be! *sigh*

[panjang-nya post ini]

Well, since it's already a long long post, I guess I should stop. >.<

Hope you enjoy ♥

Lefty?

I dunno what happened, but maybe it's already 3a.m. that's why I feel all emo-y.
O.O

Well, today I met few of my friends who's a lefty, like me. =D
Here's a research I did while I had nothing to do:

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First, Some Left-Handed Statistics

About 10% of the world’s population is left-handed. There is a genetic component that determines right versus left-hand dominance, and it’s called the LRRTM1 gene. People with this gene are more likely to be lefties.

The speech centers of right-handers and most left-handers are in the left brain. The left brain focuses on syntax a

nd order, while the right brain monitors context and emotions.

Some of us are “mixed-handed” people, which means both hands are used equally.

Psychological Characteristics of Left-handed People

• Leadership. About 66% of American presidents in the last 30 years were left-handed men. Bill Clinton, George H.W. Bush, Ronald Reagan, and Gerald Fold were all left-handed presidents. Bar ack Obama and John McCain are both left-handed.
• Quick thinkers. Studies have shown that lefties are “exceptional.” Australian research shows that left-handed people think more quickly when playing computer games or sports. Left-handed people also tend to earn more money.
• Sexuality. Research from Canada reveals this interesting quality of left-handed people: they’re more likely to be homosexual.

Personality Traits of Lefties

• Independence: Some experts believe left-handed people are more independent because they’ve had to get along in a world that’s not made for them. Dr Peters says that lefties are “slightly more resistant to social pressures, to have more of an independent streak.”
• Adaptability: Canadian research shows that left-handed people are more adaptable than right-handed people. That is, a lefty can use her right hand to do tasks much easier than a righty can use his hand. Left-handed people seem to be able to switch over more easily.

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Ouhhkaee....
All of it, I can accept that's lefty's traits.
But if you put that traits and compare it with me, it's kind of IMPOSSIBLE.
Let me explain..
My characteristics:
>Not good at leading
>Slow-thinker
>I'm SO NOT a homo!!

My 'traits'
>I am very much dependent on people
>Whatever I do, it's always TOO hard for me

So..
it shows that, I'm some kind of a sesat-er.
Maybe I am a lefty by accident.
That explains all the error. =.="


The others I'll post it at the next post. =]

Forgive and forget

-it looks like an orange, but its not-
it's a basketball!!

After lashing out my anger and also expressing how frustrated I am, I felt a lot better.
Thanks to my wonderful friends for being my wonderful listeners. =)
Anyway, I'm no longer really mad at that particular person anymore.
Forgive and Forget.
I don't have to care what they say or what they do, all I know that I'm doing my very best.
The hot weather also made my mood better. O.O
Sweating cools me.[huh?!]

My siblings and I are taught by mom to forgive and forget.
I think I can forget. Not very sure about forgive.
But for my mom's sake, I'll not want to disappoint her.
I'll forgive. =]

Ass-off

I hate people who is not committed to things, for example, the sport I love. Competition is around the corner and you're bloody sticking your ass on the floor waiting for roots to grow?
What the heck?
I'm sick and tired of it already.
Don't take advantage of this sport to be slutty around boys.
I hate people who fake.

Simply delicious!!

-taken in court-

I have too many in my head.
Until I don't know what I want to write.
All I can write is,

I hate a LIAR

You know who you are.

Why is today's title 'simply delicious'?
Well, of course it's because,
if anything is not the way I wanted it to be, your ass will be SO on fire. My dear.
And your ass is going to be simply delicious on my menu, FOR DOGS!

=)

My brudder. =]

I love you mommy. =]
My mom says she gonna quit her addiction!
I make a bet with her if she really stop her addiction, I'm gonna stop using the computer.
Now I'm afraid. =S
Love you mommy!!!!

Quotes

I realized that people don't become successful in just 24hours.
We have to work for the things we want,
As there's a quote says;

"Even a nine-storied building began with a single basket of dirt.
Even a 1,000 mile journey began with a single step"

So, don't be lazy.
Gold don't just appear in front of you when you ask for it.
You have to dig hard and look for it.

Anything is possible

I wonder..

Do miracles happen in this world?
I think yes.
Not because I have experience it before, but I do believe in it.
I think miracles only occur in unexpected times.
Agree?
My time has not come yet.. just waiting. =)

Oh GAWD.
Am I cursed or just plain unlucky?
Bruises and cuts are ALL over my legs and arms.
My young friends saw the 'blue-blacks' on my knee, and guess what? Several little fingers are rubbing and massaging on that spot to my surprise![and pain!]
Thanks to them, I can feel that the blue-black is already starting to disappear.
They're such an angel =]

-yes it does-

While I was day-dreaming this morning, a piece from the past suddenly struck in my mind.
I missed that time. I felt so BAD that it's.
Well, The past is the past right?
The only thing I can do is to MOVE forward.

That's all.

Guess what?
I don't think I did well in the match today. (~awww~)
T.T
It's sad to feel what I felt today.
Though, I had F-U-N today. =]
My teammates are so adorable!
It's great to see everyone around me cheering and laughing around although everyone did some MINOR mistakes. It's hilarious.
My juniors are cute >.<>

But..
My temper's gone wild again. *sobs*
During the game, I began with some shouting (sorry) then the anger effects my performance.[isuck]
And after that, me and my friend went Klang Parade and watch some match.
=.=
I've thrown a minor tantrum at a friend of mine. [ wasn't in a good mood today ]
And I'm sorry yea!!
But I can't help being so freaking ANgRY at everyone!
So, please don't provoke me.
I would appreciate it very much indeed.


I'm freakin' tired!
I kept seeing this quote : " Don't worry, Be happy"
But yet, I can't..

*sigh*

GIVE SOME ADVISE ON HOW TO CLEAR MY MIND please? =)

thank you for your help =)


[sign out]

dying

Took it at my school bus stop. The small girl look so pretty. =)

Blood in my head keep accelerating.
Migraine every SINGLE day.
Temper rising here and there.
Sees anyone who annoys me, I'll be imagining them dead, in between both of my hands.
And guess what?
It felt GoooD. [ yeah, triple 'O's ]
What's wrong with me?
Have I gone crazy?
Why am I so pissed at everyone?



How do people deal with these situation?


help me...


My house is no longer a place of peace for me.
It's home no more.
Sad. But true. =[

So emo for what? Please DO ignore me. Just wanted to complain. =(



[I want a DSLR!!]

O.O

=)

Taylor Lautner











waiting for Eclipse!!

Work, work, work!

[[~taken in court. Not nice =[~]]

Yay.! All free~
Training was like, BLUR, without our coach[busy Zzz-ing].
I had NO IDEA on what to do. Lucky one of my teammate suggested on playing a 4on4 match. [we won. XD]
Hmm~
Wait..Did I just mention that I'm free?
Yea..well, going to my 'long-lost' primary friend's house later.
So that mean's I'm not gonna have my rest at home for today. =[


=.=
~tired~
But I'm glad that I'm keeping myself busy because at least I won't feel lazy all the time. =]

Sad,sad,sad..lagi SAD..

Why?

No matter how hard I try and get hold onto my goal, it just slips away.
Any small, silly mistakes will just put an end to the things I work so hard for.

"Marissa! Concentrate! Don't let stupid, small, silly things distract you from achieving your goal!"

=}

..no appetite these days..

Thanks =)

Busy and tired, both physically AND mentally, these few days.
I'm desperately in needing of a day-off. =(
Could I handle with it?
Is it worth it to work so hard?

All I know is I NEED to do my very best.
And God will lead me in every step and giving me wisedom [ if i ever have any ].
Thank you ALL you SWEETIES for giving me all those supports and for the others who doesn't seem to give a damn for all my hard work, I THANK YOU, because you 'lazy-asses' never once get into my way..
[ though you only slow me down ]

THANK YOU. =]

and..

-THANKS to these magazine, for keeping me busy when I'm BORED-

ps: Sorry for the troubles that i brought also.

--signing off--

GoodLuck =)

First of all, M-O-R-N-I-N-G.
Well, it's WEDNESDAY again.
Busiest day of the week.
Plus, the HEAT!

My teacher says this kind of weather is called 'heat-wave'.


O.O


wooOooOohh~~

Owkay.

So, well.. I made a promise to myself.
Will study hard AFTER everything's cooled down.
Well, where's the motivation?

"when there's a will, there a way"


Go-Go-Go!!

Off to school.

-toot-

Yeee =D

= Funny thing. This morning, I went to my class.
Walked to my place and.. O.O .. this chalk.
Perfectly in half on my table. =

XD

NICEE =D

WooHoo~ Just one more day =) I'm lovin' it!



[[come on gurl, it's time to lose some weight]]




---signing off---


[-toot-]

*sigh*

Sooooo.. ever thought why some people are so damn annoying?
It's because they have no life!
And, one thing about annoying humans.. they - are - such - a - SHOW-OFF!

~yea~
.you know who you are.



*sigh*

Haiyoyo~~ why am I feeling like this?
My heart, its like it's skin has been ripped off by a FORK!

*sigh*

(what the hell has it got to do with fork?)

The pain, it's suffocating me.
Is it because I skipped my meal?

*sigh*


Nahh.... no. I never felt this way since the last time.....
Well, have to bare with it.


=(



*sigh*

Can't turn back to the past..

Who's that?


Well, like always. It's extremely WARM.
And I just found out that I did a wrong thing.
I did something that no one can ever forgive me.
-sorry-
Haih..
Can't change back time.
Heart aching.


~hurt not only myself, but others~

Can't think of anything

-in chi liung field-

(= We live to die another day =)

Regret

-taken in Tanjung Harapan-

I realized that I really misses someone a lot.
Can't hide it anymore.
Getting weaker and weaker...




~~help~~
-sorry-

random~

yay
Malaysia Boleh..

Hot ah!!

What a HOT season!!

Not only the weather is hot, the news are hot TOO!

Scandals, fights, EVERYTHING is way too "EXCITING" these days.

There's a fight just behind my class. And I MISSED it. =(

Being happy for the first time in this couple of weeks since the 'EMO' me came. [yay!]

Hmmm.. What else?

Bringing up the "HOT" topic again.

There SOME things that some people, who is around us, who can't be trusted.

Don't be fooled by those friendly face that person's giving you.
You'll just have to be EXTRA careful with them.

=)

p.s : Weather nowadays is really WARM. Water is your BEST FRIEND. Drink more!!

...signing off...

Troubles

We have to learn to be independent and smart to live in this society.
Use your common sense everywhere and every time.







Sad.. WHY??

Recently, various of negative emotions are controlling me. Wuhuhu~ And nowadays, simple, silly, and little things would easily trigger my anger.
HOW?

Solution :
Hold on to your breath for 10 LONG seconds. Then, exhale with a loud "YAHhh!". You'll feel a lot better. But just for a lil' moment. [lagi sad]
~.~
Also, punching the school's flag pole is also a good way to release your tension in school. [if can stand the pain lah] Don't end up breaking your arm or have bruises like some people. O.O

[Today]
English Week organized an event called 'TALENTINE'. Since this is the last year for me, I decide to enter with my fellow classmates. (...)
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On the PC. Waiting for the updates, loadings and stuff. Everything's done. Typing and updating blog. Pressed 'PUBLISH POST'. [[loading..]]
=ERROR OCCUR=
WTH???
Never EVER trust internet explorer. Changing to Mozilla user from now.

Well, guess that's all for now. (?)

~Tata~



[x]

No more mistakes

=)

I learn a lesson. NEVER stay up the whole night without sleep.
You'll end up being blur, and also the temper(you'll go crazy!).
Well, I have made my choice. Hope that it's the right one lah~


[will I be like this?]

=(

[today]
One word, SAD.
Why? Well.. first of all, I missed training. ~awww~
And why did I missed training?
I slept ~.~
SORRY!!
Anyway, I just hope i won't miss anymore training.

TIRING



~miss you~

@.@

It's minutes to 5a.m. now.
Guess people's thinking why I woke up THIS early huh? Well, truth is that I didn't even SLEEP at all!
One more hour then I'll be getting ready for school.
Eating biscuits.
No pictures to upload yet though.(Mom took my phone when she caught me T.T)
Gonna be a busy day =)


..signing off..