not-really-happy UPDATE =)

Picha!

*Group photo after our performance for National Eve's at school*

XD copied from Feeqa's album =)

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Then after looonnggg boring day in school (after those performance) I went to meet up with friend at Aeon.

Went Greenbox (not planned one) with STAR students.

You can see the one that is sesat one has the BIGGEST face..

Before I met up with my friend, I was at Popular Book Store to look for a novel that I've read since the last time I went there. I can't seem to find that book anywhere.

[CRY!!]

I really LOVE that book and I think the book's title is called "Things I say to my Daughters".

I THINK la..though I'm not really sure.

But I'm sure that I LOVEEEE that book a lot and hoping to get to have that book someday.

*it's touching. REALLY!!*

But still.. =( I'm feeling very moody now and I because of some reasons but I can't say it.

*BLEGHH*

It's about 1:30a.m now so it's National Day already.

Great. I *sob sob* on MERDEKA. It'll be great!

I just hope that after my sleep, it will be a good day.

PS: Smile more. (:

Bored...again.

I miss my best friend.

='(

Where is she when I need her?

Updates!!

My week has been FREAKING BORING!!

Haven't been going out anywhere but I got to go study with my fellow classmates maths and tomorrow have to sing for our Merdeka celebration at school.. ON STAGE... T.T don't really wanna go but SPM got cert.. so, like what I'll say, "GO NIA LOR"...

Ha Ha.

It's not funny, I'm just freaking bored.

Miss taking picture though =(

That's all i think. TATA!

*sigh* again..

Don't ask me why.

Don't ask me what happened.

Don't ask me to know what made me this way.

All I can say is..

I DUNNO.

Stop it.

I really dunno.

='(

I'm sorry you guys. It's just me.

sorry lah~

I'm sorry!!! I don't dare to do it anymore. I promise.

TEACHER ah..

Can return me my bag bo?

*innocent eyes*

=)

I can't sleep...

It's 3a.m. now and obviously in the middle of the night I'm still not asleep yet as I'm suppose to.

LOL

So, to cure my boredom, I would like to share what had happen earlier when I was online-ing.

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Suddenly my oh-so-liang zaii cousin brother find me for a chat and asked for a group chat in msn with my sis and his sis.

Then I asked him to add my current e-mail address because I did not add him [XP] then he invited my sister and my cousin sis(happens to be his sis) in the chatbox.

We chatted about some useless topic and my cousin sis says that she have to go out.

Then, few seconds after my cousin left out, my sister left too.

Then.. left only me and my cousin brother.

Ain't that a wonderful moment for us cousins?

All four of us in different places and only chatted for less than 5mins.

**********

..:SMILE MORE:..

=D

ps : I'm wearing a short pants in the hall without the lights on. So, I'm practically feeding the mosquito as I'm typing now. *itchy* ** scratch**

When I woke up and see the time...

Oh My GOSH!!

I over-slept again.

*SOBS*

That means what???

I missed church.

*sigh*

But the good news is that my dad went to a church at Teluk Pulai and brought along my younger brother, Garion, there too and he says he wanted to bring us next week so I'm quite excited because I've never been to a church WITH my DAD before.

[!!Laugh Out Loud!!]

As excited as it is, I'm MORE excited on the holidays, my sisters return(only for awhile, she's not graduating until this DEC!! KNS!), the 2 weeks holidays next month, and most of all... having to finish my SPM!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!

Anyway, made a deal with AhMei and if any of one of us can't succeed in the bet we've made by next month's 16th, we have to treat the other one makan! XD

[wakaka]

=P

I

MISS

TAKING

PICTURES

SO

EVERYONE

PLEASE

DON'T

SHOW

OF

ON

TAKING

PICTURES

IN

FRONT

OF

ME

.

.

THANKS

A

LOT

=)

So...... hmmmm......

I need a life.

I need an aim.

I WANT a better and comfortable future.

I really want to move outta my house and to leave my current life cause it SUCKS.

..smile more..

=)

Friday the 13th

So yesterday's been a RAINY day since it rains for more than 10hours continuously!

So it's obvious it's a cold day and I don't have the chance to go out. sad..

I was quite unlucky yesterday at school because I skipped the first two period and got caught by my class teacher [ opps! ] and she pinched me and scolded me

>.<

Then she pulled me into the science lab cause it was science period and said to call my parents to let them know what I did.

[ ='( ]

She looked up the book where she have all her students info and find my house number. She can't get through my house number and she said I gave her a fake one!

WTH?!

I'm not like other students kay?

Yes, I would lie about my address or my dad's number but TOTALLY not my house number.

I hate being accuse for the wrong-doings I've never done.

Anyway, LUCKY enough my mom answered the phone and she told her..my mom scolded me a lil' then she cut off.

And my most of my friends was either absent or just lazy to go school so only left me and PeiEr.

Ain't that unlucky of me?

Little did I know, yesterday was FRIDAY the 13th!

I'm not someone that's superstitious or whatever, but I totally blame my luck on the day.

Dang it..

That's all I think. I need to get a new hobby. I'm bored til death these days..

10/8

My work's OVER!!

=D Finally I can have time for myself to do my studies(if I can) and doing nothing!

But there's Sultan Cup going on starting from Sept 1st and I hope I can work so I'll be able to earn some money and spend it on shopping[XD] and also saving for my 'oh-so-far' DSLR camera I've been DYING for!

So I guess I just have another one month to enjoy my 'alone' time to do my stuffs.

Hmm.. What more??

I really AM AM AM nervous for my major examination *heart thumping fast* and my sis told me that if I get a GOOD RESULT for my SPM she'll buy me a DSLR!! But I doubt that I'll get a good result so I think I can forget about it.

I just really hope that I'll do well. =(

As for my personal problems[I don't quite call it as PROBLEMS but moving on.....]

*sigh*

No one is to be blame actually.. I guess. I have my reasons and he have his. I just don't get it when someone make a promise and not intend to keep it. It makes me felt like I'm being cheated. Maybe it's my fault for being so selfish, asking him to wait and stuff.. I just don't get it.. Why can't he just tell me thru text or call?? He's just posting it on FB and it seems like everyone knows except for me. Maybe he wants me to "terasa" but what if I'm wrong? How do I know if he's saying about me? and I certainly hate it when I'm the LAST who knows about something..

OKAY~~ maybe I should stop caring and move on.. I just wanna merajuk here because it seems like there's no one that can listen to my 'baby-whining'.

I'll just smile and move on =)

And I wanna share this song with you, I know it's kinda old-song but this song always lift me up when I'm sad, down, frustrated or when I'm depressed..

Here it is..

-The Climb by Miley Cyrus-

-LOL- Sorry because I don't know how to post a video so I'll just link the song to you. =)

Peace out!

1 year already..cool =)

Today's been great but still having these lazy feeling. I don't really wanna move and just laze around the school. I even ignored my teacher when she's calling me but since she A TEACHER, I think I should respect and listen to her..

Anyway, *sigh*...

That person called and texted me last night around 4am. Well, it was really quite a shocked but I think I've already expected it somehow..

++thinking++

Oh.. Lucky I was very asleep at that time (who wouldn't be at 4A.M.??) and am currently out of credit so I won't be able to reply him or anything. Should I consider that as lucky or what?? I'm really confused right now..

*BIG sobs*

!!MUST - BE - STRONG!!

I''m happy now and I don't need him to make it perfect.

I'm ALREADY perfect without him.

Man, if only I believe those words..

Happy 1 year anniversary for me!

One year has gone and I think I'm able to make it without YOU.

=)