Dull Morning

I think I'm lucky these days cause every time I am not thinking about money, money appeared in front of my eyes! $D It feels soooooooo A-W-E-S-O-M-E!! Anyhow, it's still gonna be very dull day but hope tonight can lightened me up with the working =) Chaoz for nowz.. lame right? =.=

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I guess it's probably time for a proper update. These days I hardly blog because of how F***-ing tired I am of life. I cannot seem to think of ANYTHING interesting to blog about my day. It's always the same thing. School, eat, TV, shit, eat, TV, work, sleep and when I'm not working it's school, eat, TV, sleep, eat, TV, sleep. How about study?? Nah... I hate it. Books.. it's for geeks. I just want to learn things in a more fun way. Can't the teachers give us that?? Why does it have to be BOOKS?? Text book, exercise books, revisions books, cloned-exam paper books.. WTF??! Stop it with the books. The only time when I am reading book is when it's time to sleep. I opened my book the *POOFs*.. I'm asleep.


*sigh*


But what to do... our country's education system is so B-O-R-I-N-G that even when a teacher opens their mouth I can fall asleep. EL OH EL!! I just feel so sick of the way they teaches us.. some teachers thought they know what our problem is but the truth is they don't even have a CLUE!

Back to what I wanna say is that I feel bored. I feel there's no fun in learning anymore.


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Plus, my freaking CAMERA's f***ing battery has gone missing and I can't take pictures anymore!!!! FML. I have so many to complain about but it'll be a waste of time so I'll just keep it in my heart and who knows when I'll burst everything out?

WTV!!!!!


I won't care.

I'll just get on with my life.
Cheerfully and always with a smile on my face so nobody will know how my life goes and let them see I am strong to handle my own problems. It's better than running away from it. Anyway.. Signing off.
♥Toodles ♥

Fish story

Let me share with you a story..

[Once there live this man, let's call him John. So.. One boring day, John had nothing to do. It was his day off and he had no plans for the day. Then suddenly he thought, " Hey! This weather is perfect for fishing!". He packed his fishing equipments and put on his boots and head for the lake in the town.

He reached the lake and he went on his boat. The lake was empty but he thought of giving it a shot. He put his bait on the hook and observe the quiet lake. Then he caught sight of a mackerel fish and quickly threw the fishing line at the mackerel's direction. At first the mackerel ignored his bait and swam to a different direction. John pulled his line and put on a different bait and tried again.

For hours he tried to make that fish take a bite on his bait. Then finally something pulling his fishing rod and finally he knew that he had succeed.
He carefully reel in the line and let it go a little, and slowly pulled it back and continued to do it several times...]

*In this case, we girls are like the mackerel fish. There's always a John who tempted us to take a bite on his bait and when we took it, they felt proud and thinks they achieve something. At first they treated us like we're princesses and calls us every night, cares for us, text us and other spectacular things. Then they'll ignore us and act like we're strangers. And then they start looking for us again. They think that it's some kind of game to play when it involves us.
And guess what? Let's get back to the story..*

[... After doing it for a few times, he saw another fish. This time, it's a HUGE Cod fish. He immediately let go of the mackerel and aim for the cod fish. The End. ]

*Conclusion, after a long time wanting that mackerel, John gave it up for a better fish.
Life is like this. Johns are always only interested in the better fish. We are the "dump"ed ones.*

I know it's lame. It's kinda random. Hope you all like it. =P

ARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
Just wanna say, think I'm very happy is it?
But I don't want things to change between us.
Since you're giving me this kinda response, speechless..
Sad la you treat me like this. Hate it.

Days after days

It's awhile since I blog. Maybe it's because the fact that I am mood-less and I don't have that chance to use the computer and my brother kept using it. Even if I'm on the pc my mom or my brother would find a way to get my butt out of there. But it's OKAY now because my mom is sleeping and both my brothers aren't at home so I can have the computer all for myself. YAY.(?)

The weather now is as hot as being in a sauna room eventhough I haven't been in one before but I think it's similar to sauna room because even if I don't move around much I'm still sweating like a pig!
I've already bath 3times since 11am and it's only 4pm..
Gosh~~ The weather has been so CRAZY that in the morning it would be cold, afternoon would be sizzling hot, and night is like "Antarctic" cold.

Back to my updates.. To those who notice, I haven't been attending school for some personal reasons and I am SOOO sorry for that. I know those 'reason' are the lamest reason anyone who can give for skipping school but well... Pressure ah pressure.... Seriously..I really just wanna get away from everything and just be in peace.

BBUUTTTTT

I can't be like this just because I'm having these stupid little problems. There are MILLIONS of other teenagers from around the world are facing problems that are SOOO MMUUCCHH worse than me.
To them, my problems are just teeny weeny case.
If I can't be strong to face it, then I'm nothing but a coward hiding under the pillow. I'm gonna be strong for my family, my friends and especially myself.

I also really wanna thank 2 of my friends.
They are the very least expected from me who really cares and shows concerned of me when I'm emo~ One is my classmate, another one is my dear friend. =) [You know who you are]

I feel........ HARPIEYYY!!~~~~
Because you know why?
Only one friend of mine knows =X
Lalala~
This is all I can think of for now.

Gonna sign off~ tata for now
*SMILES*

No title for this

Guess I'm just unlucky when..

I had a bad first impression about him..
I have no interest in him..
I neglected him..
I never give him any attention..
I started to get to know him..
I started to have this feelings..
He's starting to ignore me..
Avoiding me...

Not to say I'm obsessed.. but this is the second time I felt this away about someone..

Maybe there's just something wrong with me..

So...my post is just gonna be like this.......

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