Topic : Physicality-s

I was bored, so I came up with this picture.

Isn't this a picture with oh-so-little blemish and acnes?

Confession time!

I edited it. To see the difference, let's scroll down.

:)

Face with acne, pimples, the picture is blurred. Though it's not much of an edit, but look at the edited photo! Obvious blemishes are gone! It makes me wonder, does any of the girls in the magazine are every half true of what they looks like? Even a little editor I used already get to make this much of a change, how about those who has like, SUPER HI-TECH robot-like editor? Oh my.. I can't imagine..

Why can't WE become the editor of our face, body and such??

If only I get to shape my bums. =X

LOL.

Have you ever think like, "Oh, I'm so ugly!", or "I look like a gigantasaruous!", or "GOsh! My hair's so curly it looks like an afro!", or "Damn, my thigh looks like an elephant leg was transplant on my body" ?

If any of your answers are YES, which most probably many would say.. well, try doodle-ing yourself.

Draw in a paper or in the computer of how you think yourself looks like. In my case, I 'dtac'-ed myself.

This is how I think of myself.

FAT : I'm fleshy, which usually my family and friends says that I'm not but my thinking otherwise.

Small eyes : I have a very China Girl eyes and I don't who I got it from 'cause both my parents have normal-sized eye.

Holding doughnut : It symbolizes that quote which I myself created; "I love FOOD". No, it's not the same as love to eat. Love to eat simply means has likes to eat but only specific food class. Loving food means that having the love for every food that comes into sight, which also can be said as; Love at first sight.

T-shirt and short jeans : I am a tomboyish girl. I know not of putting on any makeups neither being fashionable.

Sneakers : The only positive side of me; Sporty. :)

I hope this encourages everyone to think deeply, of how you think and most importantly FEEL about yourself.

You can think whatever, however about yourself.

But remember, feelings are the most important.

As long as you know how to love yourself, your thinking aren't as important as it used to be.

♥

Romania~~

I have a viewer from Romania read my blog. Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha... though it's only 1 person, I still felt my words are being read the other side of the world.. HAPPY? I don't know, 'cause I don't know whether that person has really read it, or just view it. :(

Silly boy

I realized that my brother is beginning to love himself.

He loves to listen his own voice and face.

Let me spare your time by showing you..

I was wondering what he was doing when he lock himself in my mom's room... until he showed me this.. :

This is my favourite one.

:D

Sorry if the pictures are too dark. No time to edit.

There are many more pictures and videos in the phone. I don't have much time to upload more photos and I can't seem to upload the video but hope this post will be enjoyable. :D

Chaoz..

Ps: I felt so dumb when my mom told me the time on blogger can change in settings.

=.="

Even my mom knows how..

SAT PAI AH...

Happy :)

[8.25a.m.] I woke up early again! :D

My mom read my blog! Wooootzz...

She said that it's funny. :P

She never reads it, now she finally does (LOVE YOU MA♥)

My hair is getting l o n g e r!

But oh, how slow the growth is.

Stupid hair is like, thin!!!

But I want a thick hair!

How?

Any hair product suggestion?

I have gotten rid of everything that is not suppose to be in my mind, so..

BYEBYE distractions!

No more making me emo~(butialwaysemoanyways)

Broken yet again.

I should've known that something like this would happen. People, even the ones least expected, would always break promises. Great. Now, I'm jobless in the future.

I need to go out, have some fresh air, somewhere.

ps: any office job suggestion?

DEEP-A-VALLY :D

[8.40p.m.] (picture taken: when I had nothing to do last week*i think?*)

So.. DEEPAVALI's tomorrow!!

YENADEHHH!!(saying it with rolling my tougue)

What should I say about it?

How cool is it to play fire-crackers with loud "BOOM!"s with fellow friends on Deepavali's Eve?

NOT IF SOMEONE'S HAVING HEADACHE!!!

*tears*

Me and lil' brother over at the couch now(GRR~) had arguements. Silly arguements.. yeah. I'm being the "unreasonable" me again. But you ain't see that lil' boy's attitude he's givin' me yet!

Yet, I'm his older sister, I have to be patience(as if I have any) so I'll TRY to shut up and count to ten, if not twenty.

This morning jogged with Nilahsha at Taman Rakyat. XD

I can't jog long *SOBS* because before I came out from my house, I forgotten to pee [=X] so... as you all can imagine, running half-way I have this URGE to pee. *shakes head*

Embarrassing?

HAH! That's me.

MOVE TO THE NEXT TOPIC!!!!!!!!!!!

I HAVE no other topic, other than my thighs are feeling bit sore from all those running these few days.

I wanna be her!

Nahh.. just messing with ya!

BTW, she's a man.

Changes

While I was just googling around some images I found this.

It's Emma Watson from the Harry Potter.

Can ya'll see the difference between these two person?

Yes you can!!

Left: She's younger, looking innocent and angelic , etc.

Much older, mature, dark, slutty =X :Right

It's really weird to see someone so 'good' when they're young and someone so 'bitchy(?)' when they're much much older.

Am I that kind?

No, I don't see myself in thick eyeliner???

Or do I??

It's not only makeup that does the change, it's ATTITUDE and PERSONALITY.

Makeups only makes the change much more obvious.

BUT,

the queen of the she-DEVIL has to be those who SEEM angelic but when you know their personality..

BAAM!!

You're dead.

LOL.

Cockroaches? Dreams?

I dreamt about cockroaches last night.

It was horrifying.

I googled and found a website that interprets dreams so here it is :

Cockroach
To see a cockroach in your dream, symbolizes uncleanness. It also signifies longevity, tenacity and renewal. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life. Alternatively, the dream represents an undesirable aspect of yourself in which you need to confront. A roach may also be a pun on smoking marijuana.

Could it be that I have been slacking in about these days? Was it because I haven't been putting my priorities right as in SPM? Do I need to change?

Answers for 1st and 2nd question are most probably yeah, but the 3rd one is a definite YES.

I must change.

Sorry I kept posting a lot but it bugs me to keep thinking about the roaches in my dream.

So, that was all.

:)

If any of you guys need dream interpretations, click this.

The time on blogger might not be right but I'll just type that down for ya'

Time : 10.25a.m (the last post was posted on the same date but different time as in 1a.m.???)

It's the first ever morning since LAST WEEK! It felt like an achievement to be able to wake up THIS early today and gladly I helped my mom in the kitchen preparing lunch. I know, I'm proud to have helped my mom.

You wondering why are we cooking lunch so early at 10?

It's because my brother, Garion's transport to school is coming at 12 in noon and well, little boy has to EAT!

Gosh! I wish I'm a boy.

A boy needn't care about how they weigh.(ofcoursetheydoorelseeverymanwillbeobese!)

They can dress as simple as they want not caring what other's thinking because no matter how they dress, they will;no matter what; LOOK GOOD!

A simple tee shirt and a jeans will do!

But noooooo.. not for a girl. The female species of Homosapien in the planet Earth, has to be PRETTY, ELEGANT, POLITE, ... wait!!

Why do GIRLS(with bitchy tone) has to be all that?

Why do we have to deal with all those expectations??

Conclusion, menareeasiertobethanwomen.

If you don't understand, I'll teach you. Copy and paste that and replace the alphabets with big letters; MAETBTW.

If it's still UN-understandable then I can't help you.

To conclude with this post, I would like to show you the only way to make me STOP the feeling of wanting to become a man.

:)

Hope you enjoy.

Ps: My dad just massage my shoulder and say, "STUDY ARRRR"..

I'll go study now.