Start over

Want to start a new beginning. Hope everything will turn out good. :)

PS: I miss you <3

I'm just a girl

I'm just a girl who needs attention though did not request any.
I'm just a girl who doesn't want or need to impress people but truth be told, I'm doing so.
I'm just a girl who secretly dreams of living in a fairytale.
I'm just a girl who wants to fulfill my family's expectation but still holding onto my dreams.
I'm just a girl who always loses hope in myself.
I'm just a girl who wants to be invincible yet wanted to be needed.

I'm just a girl.. who's lost in the darkest of night.

I'm just an ordinary girl.

It's a serious deal now

I'm a freaking fatso now. I'm going to give myself a challenge. One month from now I'll be on a strict diet and I'm gonna exercise and eat leessssssss....


Start: 30/5

Due Date: 30/6

Okay...so NOW is the 29th, but it's soon midnight and it'll be 30th.. I might as well put 30th.
So..Go Go GO!!


Lose 5kg.
[xD]

AhMei~
Join if you want! xD

Feeling red and blue

I think I'm beginning to become a loner.
I'm starting to feel that I rather be left out of a group than to try and fit in a group.
I don't wanna try to impress people so that they'll like me anymore.
I just wanna be someone to stays at home often and only goes out when I want to.
I feel so shitty but I can't help feeling this way.
Maybe I'm selfish or whatever.
Screw me. Hate me. Leave me alone, and I will not have any grudge against you.

I want to be invincible.
I want people walk pass by me and not knowing that I exist.
Crazy enough?
Definitely..

..Or am I just having
another episode of
depression?

Tragic thing happens..

Had been hearing a lot of rumors and news about tragic deaths and car accidents. Death of a man died nearby my tuition centre, death of a friend's brother, all are the cause of?Speeding and the carelessness of the driver.
It's like so, HORRIFYING.

Yeah, so it seems that you're lucky you're not one of those unlucky people.

But take a second to think, what if those people, people who died so tragically that you can't even recognize his or her face, is one of your loved ones?
It just keeps giving me goosebumps to even think of it.

Don't think everyone is always so lucky. Those pictures on the newspapers are the proof that no one is always too lucky. Always appreciate people you care. Those people can anytime be those unlucky victim. It's not too hard to forgive and forget. =)
Most of all, LOVE and CARE for them.

Don't forget to drive safe!

~Tata~




[...sign off...]

Oh Happy day~

[this one's taken in PPD]

Finally! I can get my hand on the computer for good! My hand's been sooooooo awfully itchy for these past few days, AHHHHHH!!! =D
My sis is going back to Kampar today..*sobs*..but she'll be back on september!
XD Muahahahaha!!!
I still have to wait for another 4 months or so.

Must be hard working! [>.<]
Cannot be lazy!

Moreover, I cannot let anything [or anyone] to distract me from my studies and etc..
Must withstand this week(and next week)'s most fearful EXAM~
Marissa GO GO GO!

That's all I guess 'cause I have nothing that I want to particularly post about.
Next post might be a complain but well, who knows?

Gosh! I've totally forgotten about science exam and I didn't study for it! >.< I'm soooo dead.

Til next time..chaoz..

no particular title..

For the first time in my life, I felt a sudden ache in my heart. No. Not that type of 'the-love-of-my-life-leave-me' type of heartache. It's that type of ache that says, 'there's a piece of puzzle missing in me'.. It's disheartening to say though.. You have been in my life since, well, I was born. I wasn't use to it when you first moved out, but after sometime, I knew that I needed you. A lot. I realized what it meant by , "Appreciate what is in front of you". Now, I feel regret over those chances that I missed. I feel anger in me. I'm angry of myself for not noticing the shining light in front of me. I feel miserable because without you around, I'm lost. Most of all, nothing can fill in the missing piece after you're gone. You are my best friend.

Can't seem to gather the courage to say GoodBye..

I hate the world..

I hate people who always gets their way.
I hate people who always have what they want.
I hate people who have dreams of their own.
I hate people who work hard to achieve their goal.
I hate people who succeed in it.
I hate people who gets enough love.
I hate people who are popular.
I hate people who attracts other people.
I hate people who are patient.
I hate people who don't mind if other people do greater than them.
I hate people who are happy..

Because I am not any of it.

I hate myself.

New Day~~~

Tomorrow is always a new day.
=)
Forget the past, look forward to the future.
I know it's hard to do so, but, it's the right thing.

TAPI...

It's not all WRONG to have a peek back into the past
[swt]

(revenge must be done!)


nights~!!